LVivid depths of hate and despair
Ever doubting mortality
Collecting a myriad of self indulgent experience eventuality
None will be left to see
Compulsively building your monolith’s of shifting sands
Delusion claiming an autonomy over fetishizing misery
Rain is a wave whose crest never breaks
Endless chasing the synaptic responses to releases of dopamine
The tide of memory recedes what’s left is arid waste
Where wisdom is an over accumulation of failures of the past and of the present
The future is lost
The seed of self awareness is a husk
That only seeks to preserve linear thought
The loss and curse of reason patently
Emboldens the suffering that we wreak
No words exist to cut the threat of time
All actions burned into unbroken lines
A slow descent into dementia
Udermines the will to power
Whats done is done
There’s no repentance for acts of desperation
There is a crack in everything
But no light gets in
Cascading failures diminishing returns
