Fake Smiles 2 By Phora
Track: Fake Smiles 2
Album: Fake Smiles 2
Artists: Phora
Released on: 2020-07-24
Fake Smiles 2 Lyrics:
I can’t take this shit no more…
They say nothing last forever love always fades away
I tried to hide the pain, so I guess I’m the one to blame
Im in the dark, fallen, drowning, calling your name
I still hear your voice, I still see your face
But I, held on to you, but you were killing me slow,
Two things, love and compassion things that we never show,
We all just, run from the truth n all the things that we know,
Still I’m, looking for you but I just hope that You grow…
Fuck
I’m not as okay I pretend to be.
Running from the past n I can’t see what lies ahead of me,
I gave up on everyone, I gave up on everything,
I know there’s a heaven, I just don’t think it was meant for me,
But, if you knew me u would judge me for all these mistakes,
so like the rest of us I carry this smile on my face,
and act like everything’s ok as I try not to break,
my smile is like the love you gave; all along it was fake,
Been so neglected I don’t even know my worth no more.
Sinners like us don’t find forgiveness in a church no more,
Meds they don’t work no more, my head doesn’t work no more,
Sometimes I rather die, cause dead wouldn’t hurt no more…
But Some nights I wanna call you and swallow my pride,
Cuz some nights I just feel empty n hollow inside,
Why do we hold on to the people that promise us lies,
Why do we kill ourselves to live if all of us die?
I’m slowly breaking down,
It’s hard to fake my smile,
I learned the things that help us breathe can also make us drown,
I just can’t take it now, I just can’t take it now,
My demons talk to me, these angels never make a sound,
Sometimes I look inside the mirror and stare at myself,
Hate who I am, I have this problem comparing myself,
Sometimes we love someone who turns into somebody else
I got lost so in you, forgot how to care for myself,
We fight addictions, we hate each other, we’re all the same,
We dig for love, bury the past, then end up in a grave….
But who’s to blame I guess we all change,
We hurt the ones we love because of our pain…..
Fuck…
And all, I say is, Come back,
To my, Arms, This hurts…
I know, oh, But I got this, I’m on my own…