STUPID Lyrics English Translation by AB6IX
They call me stupid
My mother used to call me
Beautiful, she said I’m beautiful
One in a million
She said I shine even from far away
But then, the person I am now,
I can’t find any trace of who I used to be
The me in the mirror is all bruised
Now I’m bruised hard by the world
It hurts but I can’t let it show
Just getting through the day
(Barely, barely made it through the day, I did)
I feel like I’m alone in my basement
Being alone is more comfortable for me now
If I become invisible
Please, don’t anybody look for me
’Cause having no one by my side
Is what I’m used to
I feel like I’m a stupid
Feel like I’m stupid
I’m just hanging my head low all by myself
Everyone tells me
“What on earth is wrong with you?”
I don’t even know myself, so why
And every time I look deep
Into the mirror
The reflection I see feels like a stranger
I’m clearly smiling, so why
Are my eyes filling with tears?
I don’t even know my own heart
And yet the sun still rises
Goddamn stupid
I’ve closed and opened my eyes countless times
But it still feels like I’m the only one in this world
I’m unstable, I need a place to breathe
Someone, please get me out of here
Because of my expressions and tone that don’t feel like my own
The fights that keep happening more and more
My footsteps slowing down gradually
It feels too late to turn back now
I don’t wanna live like this anymore
I hate feeling so disconnected
I wanna laugh like you do
Just like the person I used to be
I wanna go back
If I become invisible
Please, don’t anybody look for me
’Cause having no one by my side
Is what I’m used to
I feel like I’m a stupid
Feel like I’m stupid
I’m just hanging my head low all by myself
Everyone tells me
“What on earth is wrong with you?”
I don’t even know myself, so why
Don’t call me now
My phone’s on mute
I don’t wanna do anything
Locked in my room, only the darkness and I
Want to coexist and just breathe
No kind of brightness can ever light me up
I’m afraid of that light
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh goddamn stupid
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I feel like I’m a stupid
Feel like I’m stupid
I’m just hanging my head low all by myself
I’m clearly smiling, so why
Are my eyes filling with tears?
I don’t even know my own heart
And yet the sun still rises
Goddamn stupid