Anesthésie Lyrics English Translation by Aya Nakamura
I don’t care about people, now I do what I want
I know who I am, so I do what I want
They went through phases with me, but with them I moved forward
But with them I was sincere (I was sincere) yeah
My heart is so pure, I used to question myself
Where did some friends I confided in disappear to
I won’t trust them anymore, not even family members (not even family members)
They compare me to the Godmother
But I’m worse than the Godmother (tough like the Godmother)
I became worse, worse, worse
My feelings are numb
Full of memories to erase
From moments that traumatized me
So my feelings are numb
So my feelings are numb
How could I forget?
I forgave, my pains flow, flow in my veins (in my veins)
(Me) I never looked for war
I’m pretty cool, you didn’t know I was the most voracious (the most voracious)
Her daddy?
Don’t start shit when I’m talking to you
Is that your daddy?
You know exactly what I mean but you pretend (yeah he does that)
I’m not gonna play your old games, because I get lost in them (because I get lost in them)
(I lose energy there)
Because I lose energy there
Ouch ouch ouch
I admit before I was naive
But I have to thank you, because of you I know vice (I know vice)
I practice vice (I practice vice)
I know what makes love
Every day I make victims
It starts again
My feelings are numb
Full of memories to erase
From moments that traumatized me
So my feelings are numb
So my feelings are numb
You said you loved me
(You said you loved me deeply)
But under what conditions
(But under what conditions)
I’m sensitive and hold a grudge
(Sorry, sorry)
But under what conditions
(But under what conditions)