never got better Lyrics – BLÜ EYES
Please,
Don’t ask me
How i’ve been doing
‘Cause I don’t wanna lie to you
I’ve felt like me
The last few weeks
But if I start talking
I’ll think about the *** I’ve been through
Then I’ll be knee deep in those
Feelings i’ve been
trying so hard to escape,
But oh god, now
it’s too late
Suddenly I’m right back in it
Shaking and scared to death
I feel it
Pounding up in my chest
One second
Step back, and i just can’t
hold it together
I’m back re-living
Trying to catch my breath
I miss it,
end up back in my head
My prison,
hope i’m not on the edge
Like this forever
Cuz every time that i remember,
it’s like i never got better at all
At square one,
and it takes months
Until I feel normal
and one day if i scroll back too far,
the photos put me in those
Feelings i’ve been
trying so hard to escape,
But oh god, now
it’s too late
Suddenly I’m right back in it
Shaking and scared to death
I feel it
Pounding up in my chest
One second
Step back, and i just can’t
hold it together
I’m back re-living
Trying to catch my breath
I miss it,
end up back in my head
My prison,
hope i’m not on the edge
Like this forever
Cuz every time that i remember,
it’s like i never got better at all
AHHHHHHHHH
Ten steps backwards without a warning
I push it down till I can’t ignore it
Crying on the floor
I’ve been here before
Suddenly I’m right back in it
Shaking and scared to death
I feel it
Pounding up in my chest
One second
Step back, and I just can’t
hold it together
I’m back re-living
Trying to catch my breath
I miss it,
end up back in my head
My prison,
hope i’m not on the edge
Like this forever
Try to keep on getting better,
Moving forward every time that I fall
But every time that I remember,
it’s like i never got better at all
