Ruin My Life Lyrics English Translation by BOYNEXTDOOR
You’re still so hard to understand
Like the far side of the moon, you’re unfamiliar
But it’s a familiar contradiction
Tangled up time and memories
It’s naturally unnatural
Your name, your face, your scent
Everything is the same as it was
You know that I
I think you ruined my life yeah
And hold me, and saved me
I really can’t get used to this
I emptied my heart for you, then filled it up again
I feel dizzy standing before you
Don’t make me explain
It’s a feeling I don’t want to face
But it’s something I miss
A precarious piece of me that would crumble if I threw it away
That piece is you
Again, or maybe never again
A love like this, I…
I think you ruined my life yeah
And hold me, and saved me
I really can’t get used to this
I emptied my heart for you, then filled it up again
I feel dizzy standing before you
In this moment, you are to me
Nothing and my everything
From somewhere deep where I can’t even reach you
You’re still…
You know that I
I think you ruined my life yeah
And hold me, and saved me
I really can’t get used to this
I emptied my heart for you, then filled it up again
I feel dizzy standing before you
If I turn away, you just circle back around me
(Why you ruin me)
Why you save me
What would you do
If I tell you
Just how my heart feels
I hate you, I love you
Tonight, I’m again wondering why you…