bystander & emerge - ALL IN MY HEAD Lyrics

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ALL IN MY HEAD Lyrics by bystander & emerge

I won’t apologize
I won’t forgive what you did
I won’t pick up the phone
Cuz maybe it was all in my head

You had a way of making me question
Everything I knew was real (Okay)
You had a way of rewriting the story till I couldn’t trust what I feel

I bring it up and you look confused like I’d invented the whole thing
And slowly I stopped trusting myself and started trusting you instead

I won’t apologize
I won’t forgive what you did
I won’t pick up the phone
Cuz maybe it was all in my head

You’d go quiet for days and act like nothing happened
I’ll be the one to break first
I’ll be the one to ask
And you say I was sensitive
Say I was too much

Say I read into everything
Say I needed to trust
And I believed it long enough
To lose track of myself
And when I finally found my footing you blamed me for that as well

I won’t apologize
I won’t forgive what you did

I won’t pick up the phone cuz maybe it was all in my head
I won’t apologize
I won’t forgive what you did
I won’t pick up the phone cuz maybe it was all in my head