Calling His Name Lyrics by Clever
Been running from the mirror and the man that I became,
Lost in my shadow, still calling His name.
Every time that I climb, I slide back down,
How this heaven feels heavy when my knees hit the ground.
And There’s whiskey in the cabinet, and dust on the Word,
And I talk about faith, but I ain’t living what I’ve heard.
If I could stop running from the truth that I see,
Maybe God is not done with a man like me.
I’ve been breaking every bottle just to watch it bleed,
Tryna drown all the noise that’s been singing to me.
But the devil knows a lullaby, singing me to sleep,
And then I wake up feeling like the hell that I keep.
I Used to wear a cross like it made me clean,
But there’s still a wound where the light can’t reach.
I’m just trying to find my way through the pain,
Still falling, still crawling, and calling His name.
I can feel the war inside when the night gets long,
Every sin that I hide writes another song.
My faith got scars where my habits might live,
And I keep takin’ much more than I ever could give.
I know grace ain’t gone, but it’s hard to feel,
When the wounds that I opened refuse to heal.
And Maybe He’s listening — maybe I’m heard,
Maybe mercy waits for my last words
I’ve been breaking every bottle just to watch it bleed,
Tryna drown all the noise that’s been singing to me.
But the devil knows a lullaby, singing me to sleep,
And then I wake up feeling like the hell that I keep.
I Used to wear a cross like it made me clean,
But there’s still a wound where the light can’t reach.
I’m just trying to find my way through the pain,
Still falling, still crawling, and calling His name.
So if you see me down on my knees again,
Don’t call it weakness — call it tryin’ to mend.
Maybe i’m broken, but I ain’t ashamed…
Still falling still crawling, and calling His name.