The Weight of This *** Lyrics by Clever
I was broke with ambition
I was switching results
Had to sit with my problems
Just to watch them dissolve
I’ve been broke in designer
I’ve been rich with regrets
I don’t speak on intentions
I just take another step
It cut off my feelings
Just to sharpen my mind
Every loss was a lesson
Every weekend with time
Oh, but now I’m a head case, red face
Running out of set base, let’s face it
I don’t wanna lose my cool
Why must I raise my voice?
Maybe I should raise the standards
If you see me quiet, then mind your manners
I’ve been solid through the seasons Where the weak tend to fold
If you feel it in the room that the way I hold
What the weight of this ***
I was built in depression
Not a boss, not a trend
I’ve been cool with the rebirth
Though it took all my friends
I don’t need to be feared
I just need you to know
If you cross it, it’s over
I just can’t let it go
I don’t flex for the ill, no, no, flex when it’s real
I didn’t numb out the pain, just to know how to heal
I don’t carry a grudge, I just carry the truth
Every scar on my skin, try to bury the proof
Why must I raise my voice?
Maybe I should raise the standards
If you see me quiet, then mind your manners
I’ve been solid through the seasons Where the weak tend to fold
If you feel it in the room that the way I hold
What the weight of this ***