ESKİ EV Lyrics English Translation by Contra & Sancak
If I believed in myself I could’ve killed myself
I have to stay ’cause you won’t be proud of this
Don’t worry everyone’s fine they’re all by my side
You know I had a girl last spring
A god complex hates your weakness
I don’t cry my eyelids just fill with pus you know that
I was never as big as I made myself out to be
You made me big but I couldn’t be as small as my childhood
My only escape is my home
Spread my soul over me
The traces of my state are white
Let my death be your eye watching me in secret
Let it destroy my dream
My only escape is my home
Spread my soul over me
The traces of my state are white
Let my death be your eye watching me in secret
Let it destroy my dream
Bostancı shore was narrow they made a road and stuff
Happy homes shine my cigarette goes out a barrel burns
Yesterday I was at the old house
The walls talked but that bitch-ass furniture said nothing
You always say “as long as there’s no death there’s a way”
It was almost your party in power
And by the way not everyone’s fine
I lied to you a lot so let the songs tell the truth
My only escape is my home
Spread my soul over me
The traces of my state are white
Let my death be your eye watching me in secret
Let it destroy my dream
My only escape is my home
Spread my soul over me
The traces of my state are white
Let my death be your eye watching me in secret
Let it destroy my dream