my own Lyrics English Translation by Coogie
New recording making new shit
What else would I be doing, pulling up to Grayground, the studio next door
Drop an album, next day I’m already planning the next project
Even when I got nothing to say, I write it down line by line
My music, my face, the things I can’t control with my own hands—all of it flew away
Head, shoulders, knees, toes, I’m under high pressure
Cool down again, close my eyes and ears and shut it out
Making another one, could be track 1
Could be the outro
Could not even make the cut
Don’t know what’ll come out, so I just make it first
Go in during the day, come out the next night
Lifetime, burner account, Insta live
Try to put it on, then put it back down
The older I get, the more I read the room
Stuck in worry, head in a knot
Just run it up, to clear my head I sometimes go walk the streets
Bad temptations keep trying to eat me up, I don’t wanna make any more bad stories
Blaming my rap, missaying my fashion
If you’re so great, try doing it yourself instead of me, God bless you, God bless that one too
Split it up, drinking liquor I never used to, lost, like I closed my eyes
Barely make it home, throw it all up till my eyes turn red
Whether it’s music or women, everything’s complicated
Thought about using the whole album as an X résumé, then folded it back up
Treat me as only one
grab me just hold me up
It’s just a moment, once it passes, my blocked breath breaks through
Can I make it on my own
Can I make it on my own
I’m enough, I’ve gotten so used to it like this
Treat me as only one
grab me just hold me up
It’s just a moment, once it passes, my blocked breath breaks through
Can I make it on my own
Can I make it on my own
I’m enough, I’ve gotten so used to it like this
Still no reply, guess they’re really busy
Wasn’t expecting anything, just did it out of good intentions
I’m still on HBK
I’m still on HBK
I’m still on HBK
I’m still on HBK
Nothing that’s hard to understand, that’s why I want fame even more
Behind the scenes, flies keep buzzing annoyingly
Still on HBK
Still on HBK
Not owing to Xs not owing to health
I get confused, sometimes I have it, arrhythmia, don’t know what’s causing it, not knowing is a problem too
Just try to forget it, so I run more outside
5 6 7 8 9 10km, the cold wind stabs my skin, but if it doesn’t help, I go out and run again
Even the ones looking at me sideways, I’m grateful, they bring me material on their own
With my jinx & routine, I waste half the day, can’t even handle my own headaches
Shout out to my crew, shout out to my buddies, there’s zero lies in what I’m spitting right now
Heart break kid, Heart broken kid, just attach meaning to it
Yun Codec, take my money back, duover, thank you to all the staff
Praying the features and album covers all arrive safely
And HIVE, ATM, YLS, and all those antis back there, I pray I pay back everything I took and everything I got hit with
I’ll make it on my own
I’ll make it on my own
I’ll make it on my own
I’ll make it on my own
I’ll make it on my own
I’ll make it on my own
I’ll make it on my own
I’ll make it on my own