substances Lyrics by d3r
Thrill is in the chase, never in the capture
Watchin’ lurkin’ creepin’ stalkin’
Bodies break down, they are rotten
Are you nervous of my scarring?
Do you hear the voices talking?
I can’t pick out the words they’re saying
On repeat these thoughts replaying
They’re haunting me, they’re haunting me
I think my mind must be decaying
The substances are so surreal
They numb the feelings that I feel
At the cost of monogamy
But they fix what is wrong with me
The substances are so surreal
They give me feelings, I can’t feel
But I lost my autonomy
Maybe that’s what is wrong with me
Watchin’ lurkin’ creepin’ stalkin’
Bodies break down, they are rotten
Are you nervous of my scarring?
Do you hear the voices talking?
I’m looking for my [?] to red
[?] right beside my bed
It’s something we can [?] of me
I should be scared, I sleep instead
Ah, the voice online
You’re only scared, what you looking for?
Hurt me, like you do
It’s just a mess, but you ignore
Watch me suffer, I’m leaving soon
Even if I collapse straight to the floor
You seem to crave a little more
Watch my dead body, watch it [?]
The substances are so surreal
They numb the feelings that I feel
At the cost of monogamy
But they fix what is wrong with me
The substances are so surreal
They give me feelings, I can’t feel
But I lost my autonomy
Maybe that’s what is wrong with me
Watchin’ lurkin’ creepin’ stalkin’
Bodies break down, they are rotten
Are you nervous of my scarring?
Do you hear the voices talking?
I can’t pick out the words they’re saying
On repeat these thoughts replaying
They’re haunting me, they’re haunting me
I think my mind must be decaying
The substances are so surreal
They numb the feelings that I feel
At the cost of monogamy
But they fix what is wrong with me
The substances are so surreal
They give me feelings, I can’t feel
But I lost my autonomy
Maybe that’s what is wrong with me
They’re watching you
I despise you
