Harder to lie Lyrics by Elijah
And I said
“I don’t even remember your face”
All my memories of you are starting to fade
I’m spending every night here lying awake
Yeah, I’m doing ok
I swear that i’m OK
I’m suffocating from self-medicating
And I don’t know a way out
And I say I blame you, and scream that I hate you
It tastes like blood in my mouth
And I can’t face all my mistakes
So broke
I renew this place
I’m suffocating from self-medicating
Like I don’t know a way out
And I said
“I don’t even remember your face”
All my memories of you are starting to fade
I’m spending every night here lying awake
Yeah, I’m doing ok
I swear that i’m OK
I keep saying life gets better with time
Keep telling everybody that I’m doing fine
That you’re not always sitting in the back of my mind
It’s really getting harder and harder to lie
Feeling so hopeless
But you’ll never notice
’cause you know that I won’t admit
That you cut me open, here, alone and broken
Yeah, you left me so sick
I bite my tongue when it comes to you
But you said that you’d down the drug
Feeling so hopeless
But you’ll never notice
Why can’t you see what you did?
And I said
“I don’t even remember your face”
All my memories of you are starting to fade
I’m spending every night here lying awake
Yeah, I’m doing ok
I swear that i’m OK
I keep saying life gets better with time
Keep telling everybody that I’m doing fine
That you’re not always sitting in the back of my mind
It’s really getting harder and harder to lie
Harder to lie
Harder to lie
Yeah
Harder to lie
Harder to lie
I know my walls are caving
’cause you broke me down again and again
Disguies my lies within my skin
I just pretend
I just pretend
And I said
“I don’t even remember your face”
All my memories of you are starting to fade
And I said
“I don’t even remember your face”
All my memories of you are starting to fade
I’m spending every night here lying awake
Yeah, I’m doing ok
I swear that i’m OK
I keep saying life gets better with time
Keep telling everybody that I’m doing fine
That you’re not always sitting in the back of my mind
It’s really getting harder and harder to lie
Harder to lie
Harder to lie
Yeah
Harder to lie
Harder to lie
Yeah
