abyss in the world Lyrics English Translation by Eve
I’m the textbook answer type
Neither good nor bad—just see-through
But a decadent kind of pride
Melts into the night, all the way to the bottom of the abyss
Alright, like I’m spinning from being too right
Alright, so close it’s blurry
Like time stopped, like I might forget—I want to know you more
Wanna see it, it hurts, wanna see it
I’m a pure and innocent being
Hand me a pardon with one hand, please
Ignorance was someone else’s pain
I didn’t know, didn’t know—now I’m learning what pain is
See? So quiet it’s loud
So cold it feels like it could burn
Carrying all this guilt
I just want to drift away and disappear
I wanna stay on the run—tears don’t heal
Unseen by anyone, growing up in loneliness
What waited for you was despair
Even when I scream, it’s silence
The starlight is silence
I saw you in a dream
What was truly there, that precious thing
A future billions of light-years away
Shone on you so brightly
Hello, hello
A moment that feels like eternity
I was probably right there from the moment you were born
A witness to my own history
Because you’re here, I shone
Like a deep friend, I can fall with you, see?
Even beyond time, I wanna live in the now
I want the past and future to exist forever
If feelings born out of sync
Are just loneliness, then I wanna go see you
At the bottom of the abyss, something unseen
I saw someone who’s no longer in the sky I looked up to
It’s okay if it’s an escape—tears will clear
Unseen by anyone, growing up in loneliness
Even if everything about you had meaning
Even if you carried it all alone
I hope it reaches the lonely ones in the future
That’s what “believing” is
What waited for you was despair
Even when I scream, it’s silence
The starlight is silence
I saw you in a dream
What was truly there, that precious thing
A future billions of light-years away
Shone on you so brightly
Hello, hello
A moment that feels like eternity
Feelings held in loneliness won’t fade
Someday, they’ll become a light that crosses someone’s night