disintegrate Lyrics – heylog
I could disintegrate right in front of your eyes
And you wouldn’t know whether if I was dead or alive
Now their eyes widen like it’s some sort of surprise
I was just testin to see if it crossed your mind
In the eventide it’s cold
As I’m right beside the woods
Every bug is now buzzing
In a forest, in a bush
It’s that time to hibernate
Animals retreat from the north
Toward the south to migrate
Winter streets get quickly worn
Descend into your soul
Blood drawing from my skull
Would you tell me what you want
You reap with what you sow
Examining your mind
Hope to intertwine
Oh everything aligns
Beside you feeding me with lies
Pokin thru the light and lost all them
Being used as your personal vent
If u keep it up I might just dip
Cus the words u say leave me in dents
I set my expectations way too high
It kinda sucks but I’ll let this one slide
I gotta regroup and resupply
Quit tryna fool me I see right through ur eyes
I could disintegrate right in front of your eyes
And you wouldn’t know whether if I was dead or alive
Now their eyes widen like it’s some sort of surprise
I was just testin to see if it crossed your mind
But it didn’t
I see you’re tryna pry your way into my business
You’ll never get in
Every year the circle shrinks and it thickens
It always thickens
Pause
She wonders why I always hangout in the dark
Idk bruh just chilling playing guitar
Oh it was all my fault
Didn’t know committing to a girl would be hard
So I should really focus on my bread
There’s never a balance, music till I go to bed
Baby I’m far too gone
Bags under my eyes I didn’t sleep until dawn
You’ll never get it
