lug Lyrics by Juliet Ivy
Today I don’t wanna go there
Too much to carry on my shoulder
Don’t say that it’s part of getting older
Today, I don’t wanna go
I rip the zipper off my bag and hide it
So I’ll never have to know what lives inside it
Even though I’m the one who packed it
I don’t wanna face my decisions
Even though I’m the one who did this
I don’t wanna open up ’cause I’ve been avoiding everything
To stop the dizziness that I lug around
Tugging at my mouth
Saying words I don’t wanna let out
Keep it like oil and water
Taking a break from the friend and daughter
Today I don’t wanna go there
Too much to carry on my shoulder
Don’t say that it’s part of getting older
Today, I don’t wanna go
I don’t wanna go there
I don’t wanna go, no
I don’t wanna go there (Ah)
Went too fast, but there’s no way to slow down
Jumped too *** now I can’t look at the ground
It’s too loud but no one’s making a sound
I’m too tired, don’t feel figuring it out (Woah-ah)
Today I don’t wanna go there
Too much to carry on my shoulder
Don’t say that it’s part of getting older
Today, I don’t wanna go
I don’t wanna go there
I don’t wanna go, no
I don’t wanna go there (Ah)
Baby, today I don’t wanna go there
It’s way too much to carry on my shoulders
Don’t say to me it’s part of getting older
Baby, I don’t wanna go (I don’t wanna go)