Numb Lyrics English Translation by kitsyojii
(feat. twlv)
You in front of me, making that sorry face
You don’t have anything to be sorry for, so don’t make it so hard
If you got something to say, just say it, I’ll listen
Though I guess it’s more awkward for you to talk than me
You ask why but honestly I’m not really curious
I’ve seen that face a lot, like a dream I borrowed
We’re not each other’s first, and if we’re not going all the way
Then someday one of us had to lose, this rock paper scissors yeah
It’s harder than you thought, right?
Understanding a guy doing hip-hop in Korea
Walking together, it was farther than you expected, right?
Make money, get stable, get married, the road to get there
No need to feel guilty for not being able to wait or trust
I’ve got plenty anyway, times I believed broken promises
Good job, goodbye after 3 months
Just like a probation period, nice, you don’t fit here
What
It’s just like that, what
What
I’m not even surprised anymore
Just numb to it
Numb to it
Just numb to it
Numb to it
Your words from a year ago finally make sense
3 years together ending like that
Back then I hated you but I accepted it too late
You leaving over realistic problems, that itself is my reality
Let’s get married, there’s no woman like you
Back then you said you liked it, then left cold when it was time
I’m left alone with betrayal, this is marriage fraud
Looking from your side, I was the one who scammed
Honestly when you think about it, no house, no car, no wedding
No financial preparation, just running on guts
Me saying trust my music, I was one-sided
Expecting a non-normal life from you, a normal person ay
Binge-watching your feed with your new man
Looks way better than in front of Gangnam Boulevard
Did you fill the void? Smart, of course you are
I just scrolled past, without even sadness
What
It’s just like that, what
What
I’m not even surprised anymore
Just numb to it
Numb to it
Just numb to it
Numb to it
Back then I was an aspiring artist, you were an Ewha student
Aspiring my ass, I was just a part-timer
You told me that’s not self disrespect
A rich family’s daughter, you gave me so much
Old memories fading, do you remember by chance?
That night we fought big and you ignored my calls
Taxi to Ilsan, you caught my account balance with a hole
You got over the anger but for some reason didn’t uncross your arms
More nagging, dreams are good but life is long too
Saying prepare, saying learn something else too
To me who half-listened, half-didn’t
You talked like a mom, said I’d regret it, hit my back hard
I heard, the news that you’re becoming a mom
I’ve never regretted but I don’t deserve to regret either
Because I loved, I lost the one I loved, every time
Only now I understand your meaning, this 30-something rapper