who i should have been Lyrics by Lana Lubany
I’ve been under stress
Ever since I turned 17
Locked myself inside my room
And dreamed like I was sleep
I been doing time
But I can’t find my crime
I’ve been playing poker
With a mirror on my face
Downplay my accomplishments
Like I can be replaced
Always with a smile
Fading every try
ما بدي أزعج
بس كيف بدي أعيش؟
If I don’t speak up
شو بدّه يصير؟
أفكار مش أفكاري
Taking over me
And I’m left with confusion
Security breach
Who can I trust
If I can’t even trust myself?
Who’s on my side
If my side is so overwhelmed?
That part of me died
A part of me died
When I let the world tell me
Who I should have been
Training all these hours
Just to half-ass my attack
Silent tribulations keep me
Veering off my path
There ain’t no excuse
Modified to lose
ما بدي أزعج
بس كيف بدي أعيش؟
If I don’t speak up
شو بدّه يصير؟
أفكار مش أفكاري
Taking over me
And I’m left with confusion
Security breach
Who can I trust
If I can’t even trust myself?
Who’s on my side
If my side is so overwhelmed?
That part of me died
Part of me died
When I let the world tell me
Who I should have been
