Fighting Myself Lyrics
Now
Sometimes these thoughts in my head speak so loud
Every little thing that I think about
Just built on top of the pain and doubt
Even though I wanna just let it out
I try to act like I don’t mind it
Try to keep my mouth so quiet
But sitting there in my silence
Just seems to amplify it
When I thought that keeping this inside would make it better
I never thought that I would end up ruining it forever
But everytime I think I got everything put back together
I end up making more regrets, making more regrets
Falling from grace
I watch it all come apart
Knowing I could have changed it all from the start
Fighting myself, I always lose
Fighting myself, I always lose
I didn’t want you to think I’m worn out so easily
I wish I held [?] end up all [?]
Don’t know how it overflows, spill out unwillingly
But now everything that I learned to hate
Came out for you to see
I don’t want you to promise you can change everything and make it better
‘Cause you can bet I’m gonna end up ruining it forever
But everytime I think I got everything put back together
I end up making more regrets, making more regrets
Falling from grace
I watch it all come apart
Knowing I could have changed it all from the start
Fighting myself, I always lose
Fighting myself, I always lose
Falling from grace
I watch it all come apart
Knowing I could have changed it all from the start
Fighting myself, I always lose
Fighting myself, I always lose
I can’t run with this weight on my back
I can’t see ‘cause I’m focused on the past
I can’t breathe, I need to break free from the anger that is constantly inside of me
I can’t run with this weight on my back
I can’t see ‘cause I’m focused on the past
I can’t breathe, I need to break free from the anger that is constantly inside of me
Falling from grace
I watch it all come apart
Knowing I could have changed it all from the start
I can’t breathe, I need to break free from the anger that is constantly inside of me
Falling from grace
I watch it all come apart
Knowing I could have changed it all from the start
I can’t breathe, I need to break free from the anger that is constantly inside of me