Pabaya Lyrics English Translation by Loonie
(feat. La Mave)
(Sometimes you don’t have to do anything for something to disappear
Sometimes you just have to be careless)
Didn’t know it would bring us here
Because of me and what I wanted to do
You were in my plans too
But I was careless and didn’t notice
That you were slowly disappearing
I also realized how much you were worth
But how do I tell you what I feel
(How do I say it)
If you’re gone
(How do I admit)
If you’re tired of me
It’s still so hard to accept
Always thinking
Deep thoughts
I’d rather be with you in my dreams
‘Cause you’re not there when I wake up
These trips can’t be explained
At least, right?
Even though I miss you, I endure it
Since we split
Kinda mystical
Only now do I really appreciate you
I still can’t accept everything that happened
But I have to face the blow
Only the Lord can say if you’ll take me back again
I can’t handle the cold anymore, it’s seeping into my bones
My God!
I want to know what’s real
I promised you the world but I didn’t ask if I was the only one you wanted
Good at the start but nothing got done
That’s why you got tired of the fake promises
Admitting I was careless, worse than a coward
You didn’t disappear, I was blind for a long time
‘Cause I was complacent that you’d come back
So like a loyal dog I just waited
But it turns out it’s not enough to just love someone if you can’t make them feel it
Didn’t know it would bring us here
Because of me and what I wanted to do
You were in my plans too
But I was careless and didn’t notice
That you were slowly disappearing
I also realized how much you were worth
But how do I tell you what I feel
(How do I say it)
If you’re gone
(How do I admit)
If you’re tired of me
It’s still so hard to accept
If only I could bring back the past
Should I not hesitate anymore?
To fix things before I run out of time that should’ve been for you
(Don’t know)
And didn’t know it would bring us here, the two of us, I thought all of this was easy
So I’m admitting the nights are cold
Without you and what I should do is just accept it
I miss those times you’d get mad but it was just pretend
Your simple messages like “have you eaten?”
But I was really so stupid especially when it came to appreciating you
I wish I’d known from the start
That no matter what I do, nothing can erase
Our memories and I proved that wherever I go
Your texts I used to just read without a thought
You waiting for me even when you were sleepy
Us eating together, side by side on the sofa
Your smooth massages on me even when you were tired
I didn’t think it would turn out like this
It feels like I’m dying
Finally I know what to say to you
But I don’t have the right to say it anymore
Let you leave even though I couldn’t let you go
I was used to you being there so I didn’t take care
My hands were full on both sides
With all the things I was carrying, you were the one I dropped
I was doing everything but do you know what hurts the most?
If what I was doing was really for us, why did we end up being the price
Didn’t know it would bring us here
Because of me and what I wanted to do
You were in my plans too
But I was careless and didn’t notice
That you were slowly disappearing
I also realized how much you were worth
But how do I tell you what I feel
(How do I say it)
If you’re gone
(How do I admit)
If you’re tired of me
It’s still so hard to accept