free ain’t free Lyrics by MaRynn Taylor
Therapy, once a week
Cryin’ ‘fore I fall asleep
Way too much in lawyer fees
Losin’ weight ’cause I can’t eat
I second-guessed my good decisions
Questioned if God really listens
Don’t know what love is or isn’t
If this is free, it ain’t free
‘Cause losin’ you is costin’ me
My sanity and every other memory
If this is free, it ain’t free
No communication, I cut ties
You overstepped, I drew the line
Next thing you know, I’m raisin’ my right hand
Cryin’ in a court room, takin’ a stand like
How messed up is that?
I had to grow up fast
Be the bigger person
I’m still payin’ for you hurtin’ me
And that ain’t free
‘Cause losin’ you is costin’ me
My sanity and every other memory
So, if this is free, free ain’t free
And it ain’t fair
You want me now, but you weren’t there when I needed you
And I needed you
And I should be free, but I don’t feel free
And I still feel you pull those roots tied to me
With my sanity and every other memory
So, if this is free, it ain’t free