Kinjita Asobi Lyrics English Translation by Mrs. GREEN APPLE
When I see beautiful things, like I’m being washed clean
Like I’m being made aware of my own filth
I’m so jealous of that girl it’s killing me
Cause cause she’s got everything
The moon and the sun must not get along, right?
If you can live however convenient it suits you
Hold me tight with unconditional love
Until I tell you I’ve had enough
Like, when it seems like you might hate me
Cause that’s scary, I hate you first
I’m such a pitiful little me
Please please don’t ever forgive me
It’s impressive, the scenery is just beautiful
Compared to this stagnation inside me
That girl is insanely infuriating
Cause cause she’ll never ever notice
A life where you can stay oblivious
How much easier must that be
Being able to stay oblivious
Man, I just can’t stand it
Honestly it’s beyond messed up
I feel like I might just say I’ve had enough to everything
Like, if in my future
The things I believed in are gone
And I’m painfully reminded of being alone again
What would I throw away without hesitation
I’d probably give up
With wavering feelings, with forbidden games
After I cut you off, I’ll go too
With old memories, with hidden emotions
Even though I actually love you more than anyone
Happy things and sad things
Add them up and divide by two, still can’t make it even
I’m happy, and that’s not a lie
That’s who I am, I’m a handful of a person
So listen one last time, this is how I really feel
I understand everything everything, and I’m grateful too
But the words people offer me
Somehow just don’t get through, and I hate that