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I don’t wanna talk
I just wanna sleep it off
So I can go to bed
Pretend that this will somehow end
I don’t wanna talk
I just wanna sleep it off
So I can go to bed
But I know that this will never end
I was in Temple, Texas
And I took an exit to a gas station, stopped the car
Saw a young man, wearing black Vans
Kinda looked like me from afar
He said “Joe, I would die for you, bro
Man, you a legend, I hope that you know
I got your logo tattooed on my throat
I stayed out, I was waiting for your show
You do it all even with the anxiety
And honestly, that is inspiring
With all the depression you put on yourself and from others
That *** must get tiring”
I told him “Thanks” and I drove home
Going 95 in a 55
I don’t wanna let him down now
Try’na be strong, but I don’t know how
I don’t wanna talk
I just wanna sleep it off
So I can go to bed
Pretend that this will somehow end
I don’t wanna talk
I just wanna sleep it off
So I can go to bed
But I know that this will never end
So what will it take with this broken brain?
Will I go insane?
Will I be the same?
Will I win this game?
I don’t know
Facing an army of fear on my own
Reading reviews of my songs in my bed
I lie when I say it won’t get to my head
Defining myself by a stranger’s opinion
The people around me tell me not to listen
So you wanted real?
Now I’m bein’ it
I don’t wanna keep on feeling this
You don’t know what I’ve been dealing with
You don’t know what I’ve been dealing with
I put all this pain in the music
But every night on this stage I’m reliving it
Had a panic attack every day for a year
Gave me pills, I know there was no fixing it
Yeah, ’cause me and mental health go way back
Thought it went away but it came back
Either way, I know I gotta try and face that
It’s how I am but I wish that I could change that
I don’t wanna talk
I just wanna sleep it off
So I can go to bed
Pretend that this will somehow end
I don’t wanna talk
I just wanna sleep it off
So I can go to bed
But I know that this will never end