Maybe I’m Not That Alright Lyrics by Palebloom
A smile is no good proof
Try to staple it in place
stitched onto a gloomy face
When it all falls down
I feel like a clown
too heavy to move upright
maybe I’m not not that alright
Told myself to treat me better
than ever
how could I draw a line that might be hurting you
So I’m fighting with a feather
forever
Seems like the more that I know
our time is running low
I cannot stand myself
I hate what’s under the shell
So I keep brooding on the outside over things I could change
How do I know I’m falling
when I’m far from the edge
far from the edge
Promise to be there
when your’re calling
Though I am a wretch
you know this last light is for you
I find comfort in
refusing to make a sound
Substitute
better back out
Suffering sets in
It’s a closed check-in
for all the pain I’d feel
when I realize I’m not even here
Wish I could go back and sever
dead letter
Those thoughts revolve in my head
as i am holding you
Hope you can‘t see I lost all pleasure
Don’t ever
Don’t question yourself
when I pass out on the floor
I know you deserve so much more
How do I know I’m falling
when I’m far from the edge
far from the edge
Promise to be there
when your’re calling
Though I am a wretch
you know this last light is for you