grax | A COLORS SHOW Lyrics English Translation by paopao
I’ve gone days without leaving the house
Without leaving my mind
Without showing up in some random person’s story
Out there they’re asking
Why ain’t I singing?
Why do I cry so much?
Why do I never answer?
Hello?
I’m not even enjoying it anymore
But nobody notices
‘Cause everyone’s getting paid
Either way I do the show
Either way I say hi to you
I smile for the photo
Either way I give the
Thanks, thanks
To my dad for teaching me about substances
To my mom may she rest in peace
For telling me that within my reach
Is everything I want
I just gotta give
Thanks, thanks
To my dad for teaching me about distance
Even though I feel I’m far
I stand in front of the mirror
And I give myself credit for where I am
Despite the circumstances
I’ve never been one to have many friends
‘Cause I disappear
And I only text them for their birthday
Or if I need something
Why am I so selfish?
Why am I so masochistic?
Why am I still with my boyfriend?
Fucking with a stranger
But I’m scared of conflict
So we’re already going on a year
Spending the allowance on clothes
So some dude can tell me it looks like I don’t shower
They like that I’m different
But not that much
It’s a balance
Tell me how much
They want me to fit in
In what?
In suits
Photo of the landscape, but it’s to show the ass
And in the caption they say:
Thanks, thanks
To my dad for teaching me about substances
To my mom may she rest in peace
For telling me that within my reach
Is everything I want
I just gotta give
Thanks, thanks
To my dad for teaching me about distance
Even though I feel I’m far
I stand in front of the mirror
And I give myself credit for where I am
Despite the circumstances
Despite all the traumas I’ve had since childhood
Thanks, thanks
To those who’ve stayed with me and to all the opposite ones
Thanks, thanks
That I’m still rich even without a budget
Thanks, thanks
To those still writing even though I don’t reply
Thanks, thanks
And to my two middle fingers for doing the rest