I Lit The Fire Lyrics by Sara Beth
Why do I always do this?
I let myself fall when the writing’s bright red all over the walls
I always go there when I say that I won’t
‘Cause I’m terrified of dying alone
Can’t get a grip, losing my mind
Trying too hard, too much of the time
And all this ***, I put it on myself
Looking for heaven while I’m dancing through hell
Going up in flames, but I lit the fire
Got no one else to blame ’cause I ain’t a good liar
I’m a professional at digging holes that I can’t crawl out of
So enjoy the show
Going up in flames, but I lit the fire
Yeah, I lit the fire
Every morning I wake up
I hide all my lies behind the disguise of drugstore makeup
And I’m trying so *** hard
To be the kind of person they want when I’m not
Anxious, avoidant point of view
Why blame me when I could blame you?
The more I do, the more I lose
Haha, classic
Going up in flames, but I lit the fire
Got no one else to blame ’cause I ain’t a good liar
I’m a professional at digging holes that I can’t crawl out of
So enjoy the show
Going up in flames, but I lit the fire
Yeah, I lit the fire
Going up in flames, but I lit the fire
Wish I could pass the blame, but I ain’t a good liar
I’m a professional at digging holes that I can’t crawl out of
So enjoy the show
Up in flames, but I lit the fire
Yeah, I lit the fire
