pill hill serenade Lyrics by Scrim
Up late popping them pills again, so *** I can’t move
Snort it all until it’s nothing, in the coupe I’m ducking, I’m so *** I can’t lose
Everybody acting strange around me, okay tell me what’s new?
Told so many lies ain’t no surprise that I can’t tell what’s true
Nah ain’t got no time for no talking
Just seen my bro dead in a coffin
Been seeing dead people too often
Living this way is exhausting
Too scared if I take a break now
That I’m gonna have me a break down
Falling to far from grace
Ironic, I can’t escape my escape now
She said, baby no one get as *** as you
Look at my eyes, she despise the view
Only that pain I’m inspired by
Only two options, get *** or die
All of this money but can’t buy time
Think of my mom when I hear goodbye
I bleed out my eyes cuz the tears done dried
Hope get *** every time my dad around
Coming to you live, welcome the sad clown
I’m going crazy, wish I could talk to the man that raised me
Two lost babies, walking around like it don’t faze me
Maybe God don’t won’t another of me
How I get it all but don’t feel complete?
Uncomfortable, I don’t wanna take me a seat
Pack it to go every time we go eat
They want a picture and I just peace
But flip around, now I think they don’t love me
***, soul of a sick man, this *** can get ugly
Mamma was putting her boyfriends above me
Now I got problems with feelings and hugging
Heart full of strings and they know how to tug them
She just want love but it come out as fussing
I just want peace but it come out as drugging
Up late popping them pills again, so *** I can’t move
Snort it all until it’s nothing, in the coupe I’m ducking, I’m so *** I can’t lose
Everybody acting strange around me, okay tell me what’s new?
Told so many lies ain’t no surprise that I can’t tell what’s true
Nah ain’t got no time for no talking
Just seen my bro dead in a coffin
Been seeing dead people too often
Living this way is exhausting
Too scared if I take a break now
That I’m gonna have me a break down
Falling to far from grace
Ironic, I can’t escape my escape now