warped lives of blameless children Lyrics by Scrim
Feel like there’s so much to see before I go
Scared to let go of her hand every time I hit the road
And that’s some *** she’ll never know
Waking up, stressing every minute I waste
Script running low, counting every pill that I take
Back on the road, it’s another birthday I won’t make
Got plenty off days, but never ones that I do take
‘Cause I’m too scared if I stop I gotta deal with my problems
I been running for so damn long that I became the monster
Running out of ideas of how to help my father
Is there was a way to heal my fam, *** it, I’d die tomorrow
Can’t help but to think of a beautiful daughter whenever I look at sage
My mama she cry when she see my eyes, she know that she’s looking at pain
Another tattoo on my face, I’m trying to hide everything that I hate
But wherever I go, yea there I am, this *** I could never escape
And I just wanna feel okay
I just wanna feel okay
I just wanna feel okay
Maybe it’s all inside of my head
Maybe it’ll make more sense when I’m dead
It’s the little things I never said
I been way too *** up and that I won’t deny
Done heard it all my life so what’s one more goodbye
Never could be sure of much but I could be sure that ***
Would make me feel alright, alright
But them days gone of them drugs holding me together
Feeling like I wanna die but at least I’m looking better
Bunch of dead bodies paved on my path to peace
Now the pastor telling me
That it’s, real hard for a rich man to get to heaven
Went from leaning on my cup to leaning on my ***
And this could end at any second
Probably didn’t say it enough but know I love you all
Staring at my dads number like I don’t know how to call
Just hope he knows it ain’t his fault
I just wanna feel okay
I just wanna feel okay
I just wanna feel okay