Heavenhead Lyrics by Spanish Love Songs
(Feat. illuminati hotties)
We’ll all end up on a hill.
Converted care home.
Pulling on oxygen.
Intent on collapsing.
You were here twenty years ago.
Told me to be more compassionate.
They found your car in the lake with a girl from your soccer team,
And your parents ignored it.
My heavenhead.
I’m afraid to admit,
When the boatman comes my way,
I’ll be standing on the shore begging for that tidal wave.
Holding onto your hand.
Said I ain’t died young so I guess I’m no good.
Yeah my dad gave me a good life and I wasted everything I could.
You said the pain will find me.
Cause my head don’t fit its socket right.
Why waste my time with changing?
Baby that shit’s overrated.
It’s my head under our first car.
You backlit on the driveway.
My fist into the drywall.
It always ends the same.
Hanging in the doorframe.
And all my neurons firing.
Over your shoulder in the mirror.
And the thought it sends me spiraling.