Still .. Lyrics English Translation by YongYong
In bed
pulling the covers over my head
on a sleepless night curled up tight
I had to blame you
to make it hurt less for me
how was I supposed to carry all this weight
Even the sky’s cold-hearted
it was only you
no one else knew my bruised-up life I kept hiding
all my weaknesses
you were the only one who saw them
That habit, those compulsions
of always feeling like I’m not enough
you’d hold me and say
“you’re already enough”
I’m still the same
but seeing you I can’t touch anymore
it hurts, because of that
even when I try to learn another name
the you who loved me is still so clear
Woah –
I’m just standing here frozen
can’t catch up to the time that’s passed
you and us both
how can I pretend I don’t see it
how are you, is that even possible
these piled-up tasks I have to finish one by one
I can’t even stand to look at them
can’t even cry, don’t have the strength for that
Do we really have to be like this?
Do you really have to do this to me?
What am I supposed to do from here?
I hate it, just not that, because bae
The distance is growing, I know it
I can’t believe this, honestly
like we were strangers from the start
you walk by like someone who just passed through
I’m still the same
but seeing you I can’t touch anymore
it hurts, because of that
even when I try to learn another name
the you who loved me is still so clear
Woah –