Balance and Composure – believe the hype Lyrics

believe the hype Lyrics Balance and Composure

Today I thought about it all
And I think that you owe me a “sorry”
Cough it up, yeah make it count
I hope you feel so lost without me
All these thoughts they boil up
I’m overflowing, yeah I’m leaking
There’s nowhere safe to pour them out
Cause no one knows me
I’m your secret

I must be out of my mind
Fall for it every time and I will until I die
I find solace in yearning for you now
I mistake lust for passion and pain
I’ll believe the hype, I try to stay
Cause I still need this

I’ve tried sober. I’ve tried drunk
I can’t numb enough to try to fix it
I call your bluff, you’re not so tough
You used me up, don’t get it twisted
And I’ve got others on my line, at least five
I use them all to distract me
The show that you’ve been putting on is old and tired
You’re overacting

I must be out of my mind
Fall for it every time and I will until I die
I find solace in yearning for you now
I mistake lust for passion and pain
I’ll believe the hype, I try to stay
Cause I still need this

I’m so sorry for your stress
You’ve got a grieving heart and a heavy head
So you take it out on me instead
But I don’t mind, I’m used to it
I’ve got a *** for suffering and bleeding out for an audience