I Need Help Lyrics by CHVSE
(Feat. Chyde)
Imagine being sent to the psych ward
Psycho manically I might go
Ice roll back, heart ice cold
No one know the pain I keep
I don’t need the protection
Tell God we gon’ meet any second
Another episode of self-sabotage and successes
I’m on a roll
I’m in need of direction
Took a step back, disassociated again
And if I don’t get out of my head, I’m bleeding
Used to be the happy little kid they believed in
Now I get tatted for the pain and the bleeding
Just so I can have a little proof that I’m breathing, reading
Between the lines, need a therapist to keep alive
Redefining my reality to be defined
As the person who they think I am
It seems that I’m climbing over mountains of the trauma
With a steep decline
Told my mama not to worry, I’ma be just fine
Even though I’m lying, I feel better knowing she think I’m
Better than I was in 2021
But I’m still in the rut, no love, and I’m thinking I
I need help trying to find out what I’m doing, what I’m doing to myself
I need help
Stuck inside my head, too many people that got put me to the test
I, I need help
And I don’t really know what to do when I’m feeling like this
I think that I need help
Like they tried to put me on the pills, but the pills made it seem like
Like I’m going through a spell
Tell ’em I need help
I need
Tell ’em I need help
I need
Tell ’em I need help
I need
Tell ’em I need I need
How you feeling lost feelin dead feelin off feelin dark in your head feelin left out
Need to get somethin’ off of my chest and I’m tossin’ them back
Cause when it’s dark then it gets out
I think I need to go to therapy
Cause the thoughts that I’m havin’ kinda scare me
Daddy’s not around, doesn’t he care for me?
No one ***’ cares for me
Had to go to my cell
Tear down all the ***’ walls that I built on myself
And I’m sorry that I never been the kid that did it all and everything that you wanted
But he’s dead now
All these battles that I fight alone
Got these scars on my face like I’m (?)
And I mourn and I grieve going deep in the heart that I wore on my sleeve
Now it bleeds and it hurts when you feel you’re never good enough
Guess that I’m worthless while I keep my hoodie up
Guess that I’m searching for a person that you could have loved
That’s them for purpose
And now I’m
I need help trying to find out why I’m doing what I’m doing to myself
I need help
Stuck inside my head too many people that got put me to the test
I, I need help
And I don’t really know what to do when I’m feeling like this
I think that I need help
I could try to put me on the pills but the pills made it seem like
Like I’m going through a spell
Tell them I need help
I need
Tell them I need help
I need
Tell them I need help
I need
Tell them I need