Runaway (From Myself) lyrics by Citizen Soldier
I didn’t grow up in an *** home I am one
I’ve tried to leave this sour place a thousand times
From the start I made self-sabotage my anthem
Like being who I am is self-harm in disguise
‘Cause something deep inside me is broken
I’m not allowed to feel a thing
Every loving word means nothing
I’m obsessed with suffering
Lately thinking feels like ***
Every thought’s a razor blade
(If only I had someone else to blame)
Wish I could runaway from myself, from myself
But there is no escape
When you’re the prison cell
Wish I could runaway from myself, from myself
I plea for better days
But get thrown back in hell (Hell, hell, hell…)
Wish I could runaway from myself
Wish I could runaway from myself
Who and how can forgive my sins [?]
Stucking at cage of skin made always will remind me
The only alcohol can numb this on a bottle
Who never change [?] will change my mind
Wish I could runaway from myself, from myself
But there is no escape
When you’re the prison cell
Wish I could runaway from myself, from myself
I plea for better days
But get thrown back in hell (Hell, hell, hell…)
Wish I could runaway from myself
Wish I could runaway
‘Cause something deep inside me is broken
I’m not allowed to feel a thing
Every loving word means nothing
I’m obsessed with suffering
Lately thinking feels like ***
Every thought’s a razor blade
If only I had someone else to blame
Wish I could runaway from myself, from myself
But there is no escape
When you’re the prison cell
Wish I could runaway from myself, from myself
I plea for better days
But get thrown back in hell
I didn’t grow up in an *** home I am one
