Normal Lyrics
It’s taken two different therapists
To tell me what to do to help me wrestle with
The bar I set for love and what I do with it
I want it so bad
But I’m bad at it
Used to love a Friday out in Malibu
Now I never go because I think of you
Never meant to ruin it but you always do
I can’t get away, get away from you
Oh, somewhere
There’s a balance in self-care
Wanting someone to be there
Is it normal to be scared
Cause I should hate you
Probably do
But I don’t want to
All I do is forgive you
Is it normal that I do
Everyone I love is worried
All you’ve ever done is hurt me
And it hurts me to love you
Is it normal that I do
I’ve gotten so good at recovery
Reading all the books and doing everything
Even give advice like I know anything
But I’m so afraid to heal that it’s breaking me
Somewhere there’s a balance in self-care
And wanting someone to be there
Is it normal to be scared
Cause I should hate you
Probably do
But I don’t want to
All I do is forgive you
Is it normal that I do
Everyone I love is worried
All you’ve ever done is hurt me
And it hurts me to love you
Is it normal that I do
Is it normal to lie
To all my friends every night
Is it normal to try
To tell myself I’m alright
Is it normal to say
That I still want you that way
And is it normal to stay
In case you come back some day
I should hate you
Probably do
But I don’t want to
All I do is forgive you
Is it normal that I do
Everyone I love is worried
All you’ve ever done is hurt me
And it hurts me to love you
Is it normal that I do
