Letter To Big Dump Lyrics – NBA YoungBoy
Jake Angel on the track
Oh, Desmond
Oh, Dump, oh, my friend
Ooh, ooh, yeah-eah-eah
Ooh, ooh, la-la-la, la, la, la
Ooh, ooh, I tried, I tried, I tried
Lil’ sister left me and I ain’t been the same
I still see my daddy hidin’ somethin’ from me, and I think it’s pain
I thought this money would change everything, and it did
I don’t know who I’m is, I don’t see my kids
I lost my friends, I need you now
I, I’ma tell you now that I got my back against the wall
But I’m not *** up, I just need to watch ’em all
I clench my fist, I know they see my flaws
Oh, he show them all love, all
But they not real, they not here for me, my ***, huh
I put my *** down, I cry every night for the ones laid down
I sit in our ‘Ville, lookin’ down on our town
How the *** he gon’ treat me like I ain’t his son neither?
Why the *** she gon’ treat me this way behind a *** when I showed from the start I’d never leave her?
Look inside my eyes, I know they seen evil
But I been this way since I was a child and I feel I’m the one who deserve to leave here
I had a conversation with the man who contracted your life to be gone
I hope you seen my progress and glad I’m movin’ on, I’m grown
I got a beautiful family up inside my home
I see the whole city bashin’ me
But ,when they had the chance to play with me
I ain’t needed one of ’em, drop their nuts to see that I’ma make ’em bleed
I bleed, big Bs
That’s me, I ain’t change for no one, nah
I ain’t get the chance to see Ten daughter and it’s ***’ with me, slime
Her daddy out there thuggin’ and I’ma be the one have to hold her down
My baba, I apologize
I think about how this all gone wrong and then I cry, my ***
I’m a real Christian, I think of you, and I issue Allah
I say, “Amen,” but all for you, I learned ashe
They think I’m crazy from all this pain runnin’ deep through me
All the hurtful things, I just sit ’round and play like I don’t see
Give up all these things for to feel my grandma kiss on me
Broke down and I cried, ran to the bathroom, Jaz followed behind
She had to hold me and tell me, “Everything gon’ be fine”
Oh, I’m slime, I pray for Thug askin’ God one more time
If you ain’t had one, we all deserve a second chance to shine
Motherfuck that jury, I send a million dollars right now to shine
That’s if you need me, ’cause I know one day, I’ma need you, ***
If you ain’t supporting anything that I’m on you don’t need me, ***
He went on live, I heard his son say he smokin’ on Top, huh?
That’s *** up, you mad I speak my mind and you my ***’ fam’
Fire, I adapted and it don’t burn
I’m havin’ plans on goin’ higher
Spread my wings, fly away on my own
I told ’em that I would be so real
Searchin’ the skies all for my friends
I’m tryna find a way on your end
Promisin’ you I’d never leave again
Never left me, nah, you never left me, nah
And I ain’t missin’ you now, I know you see me smile
I’m in this big-ass house, limited love, I need all
Got off of drugs, I’m strong, no, they ain’t feelin’ me now
I’m gon’ take the long road
And I don’t care, I’m not scared of anything that I run into
The long road, long as you there
They ain’t ever been able to *** with us, I know we good
No, they don’t know me good
Try to find another that go about it like me, they’ll never do it
Ridin’ through my section, everyone property, I done been through it
Whoever truly proud of me, I just tell ’em all, “We could all do it”
Bud let my daddy, brother and my uncle and I hold it down for ’em
Even when I call he ain’t gon’ come, but ***, I’ma go to war for him
Tell my enemies, “My soul strong, I don’t need to bear arms”
Please leave me ‘lone ’cause if you *** up, then I’ma have to touch you one
***, I’m on one, no, *** that, ***, I’m on a million
Savin’ all these millions for my children, it’s time I help civilians
Before they get caught up in all these killings, I know you know this serious
Givin’ all this *** back to my city and they system plannin’ to *** me, it’s a dirty world
Daddy steady textin’ me, I don’t wanna talk, my ***
Gave you the world, I even gave it to the ones spit me out, my ***, and you still don’t hit me
I seen you run off when you down, my tears soundin’ like a fountain
Ain’t even from upstairs, know my daughter hear it
Tell my judge, “Just let me take some flowers to my grandma grave one more time”
And I won’t give my time to y’all, I say, “Not one more time”
My light not dim, they shut it off, but again, I’m gon’ shine
A man before anything, who the *** is I? Lil Top
Fire, I adapted and it don’t burn
I’m havin’ plans on goin’ higher
Spread my wings, fly away on my own
I told ’em that I would be so real
Searchin’ the skies all for my friends
I’m tryna find a way on your end
Promisin’ you I’d never leave again
Never left me, nah
Oh, ooh, oh, man
You never left me, nah
You ain’t ever leave me, ***
I had to sit, and, I had to sit and tell myself that
I don’t tell you nothin’ personal, man
You wouldn’t believe the people I been havin’ conversations with
I feel good about myself, I feel good, bro, it’s crazy
I’m over here, I’m gettin’ myself together, Dump
I’m startin’ to see the real ***, I’m too real
I’m holdin’ it down, man, I know, I know for a fact, you proud
You all the meaningful things, and, that’s where you at right now, my ***
So I know you know it’s a bigger side of life, you heard me?
I’m still tryna get my friends on, what I say?
The ones who I thought was my friends, thought was my friends
I’m tryna get them to see I never turned my back on you, ***
I’ll forever go, I-I’m on anything you on, my ***, long as it’s the right thing, you heard me?
I got a family now, I wish you could see my daughters, Dump
You hear me? My Mumu and [?], I got Klemenza too, and I got seven others
It’s a beautiful lifestyle, my ***, it’s a beautiful one
And no matter what, I don’t wanna lose this for nothin’, you hear me?
But I’ll lose it for the ones who love me
I still ain’t get put in no family pictures yet, my ***
I think I gotta, I think I been livin’ in a false, in a false tale, or some ***
In a life that ain’t real, you hear me?
But I got to understand, though, it’s a lot I gotta understand
I still got a lot of more growin’ to do
Ayy, I know she listenin’, but, man, ayy tell my grandmother, “I did it”
I did it, ***, you hear me?
In a, in a minute, I’ma come back and take care of your family the right way, you hear me?
Shoutout BandMan, that my lil’ ***, man
Shoutout Birdman, my *** Jeezy
I already got y’all, but boys straight
Quincy comin’ home in a minute, man
Ayy, this *** get gangster, ***, this *** still gangster
I had to learn it ain’t worth it
But you know it’s when I’m workin’, I’m workin’ one from behind scenes, you hear me?
I had to tell ’em, “This money ain’t purple, it ain’t green, ***, these all blues”
Haha, let’s see if they catch that, let’s see if it go over their head, ***
This money all blue, ***, you hear me?
Down South, the sky orange, up here, the late-night sky blue
Hold it down up there, man
I’ll be headed your way soon
Flyin’ like a eagle, *** searchin’ for ya, and I ain’t gon’ stop until I find ya
Sincerely, your lil’ brother, Top
Go holler at lil’ sister for me, man
Tell her, “It’s all good,” my ***, it’s good
