I think the drugs are working now Lyrics by OSTON
Are you thinking of me
While you’re falling asleep?
Are you touching yourself?
Are you stumbling home
From the local dive bars
After getting thrown out?
You were harsh with your words
You were mean and absurd
I was holding it down
I was fully obsessed
I was over my head
It’s embarrassing now
We were spiraling in public
Always fighting over nothing
I grew numb to our discussions
What it was and what it wasn’t
And I don’t know how
You’re still ringing in my head
Everything you ever said
Like that one night in Brooklyn
How am I supposed to forget
I was tryna make you proud
Now I’m tryna block you out
But hunny, I think the drugs are working now
I think the drugs are working now
I think the drugs are working now
Do you know what you did?
Do you know how it hit
When you opened your mouth?
You’re a chemical lack
You’re a panic attack
You’re a ghost in the back of the crowd
I was good when we met
Not a hundred percent
Only kinda knee deep (we only made it knee deep)
And the funny thing is
You were sinking our ship
Pointing fingers at me
We were spiraling in public
Always fighting over nothing
I grew numb to our discussions
What it was and what it wasn’t
And I don’t know how
I wished you only the best
Loved you with all of my chest
Don’t even recognize that girl who had my face in your bed
Feels like a merry-go-round
I know it’s nothing profound
But hunny, I think the drugs are working now
I think the drugs are working now
I think the drugs are working now
So don’t text me like it’s normal
Like it’s not supposed to cut me every time
So much for cordial
Lost your morals
Lost my goddamn mind
Now you’re calling me, drunk
Say whatever you want
Cause you’re angry, so am I
But I have to let go
Cause I know that you won’t
Oh, and for the hundredth time
You’re still ringing in my head
Everything you ever said
And it still hurts me, but it hurts me just a little bit less
I was tryna make you proud
Now I’m tryna block you out
But hunny, I think the drugs are working now
I think the drugs are working now
I think the drugs are working now
