Feeling So Low Lyrics – Problematic
Staring in the face of death gotta make a choice
Life is all about decisions can I fill the void?
Now that I think about it trauma’s something I avoid
I pop an edible go lock the doors I’m paranoid
My inner dialogue affecting every part of me
I’m dropping thousands on my mental health a hefty fee
I’m still praying for the day that I stand a chance
But in my head it’s convoluted should I go revamp?!
I got the confidence thank God I’m competent
In my career but being social its the opposite
Its sorta feeling like that someone took a knife
And stabbed it in my heart
Don’t ask if I’m alright
Attending therapy cause I can’t handle all my problems
It’s either that or I’ll be Robin Williams in a coffin
This ain’t a joke you know what it’s like at rock bottom
What is tomorrow when survival is your only option
I’ve been feeling low
There’s just some sh*t in my head
I can’t let it go
I know it makes no sense
But God I’m so alone
I think I’m going crazy
I’ve been feeling low
Lo-low
Got me feeling so low
I said that last time this would be the last time
I’m on a battlefield watch out for the landmines
It’s pure insanity I must be out my d*mn mind
An intervention needed happiness I can’t buy
This is a cinderella story with a plot twist
Play devil’s advocate the world is cruel and heartless
There’s Problematic and there’s Greg who do I pick?!
I like the artist not the person but they co-exist
I’m demotivated so low an understatement
I let my demons out now it’s too late I can’t escape it
Had plenty conversations with me myself and I
I pray I find a shortie and she be ride or die
I failed so many times you gotta take the risk
Or deal with consequences you don’t wanna have to list
My biggest fear is looking back and then regretting sh*t
Like should I do it? Should I not? It’s f**king ludicrous
Often we neglect the things that matter most to us
It’s not intentional but dark clouds have you in a rut
I wear my scars on my sleeve to symbolize the pain
And to remind myself I’m never going broke again
I’ve been feeling low
There’s just some sh*t in my head
I can’t let it go
I know it makes no sense
But God I’m so alone
I think I’m going crazy
I’ve been feeling low
Lo-low
Got me feeling so low
Trust me.. I know what it’s like
To hit rock bottom
To feel like you have no one
Want to end it all
But I’m optimistic
That we will find that light at the end of the tunnel
We are here
We are warriors
And we will fight
