Problematic – So F*cking Lonely Lyrics

So F*cking Lonely Lyrics – Problematic

Still lost hanging on by a thread
So much negativity up inside my head
I’m so sick and tired of being sick and tired
I don’t want the spotlight I don’t wanna be admired
I just want something real where I feel something
Come alive inside gotta stop running
Started questioning if I chose the right path
But I’ve invested in myself to get where I’m at
Laying down hit the pillow but I can’t sleep
Lost for words don’t get mad if I can’t speak
Been suffocating for so long now I can’t breathe
Went on a bender seven days that makes one week (weak)
Guess I better snap back get my sh*t together
Either that or relapse scary seven letters
I’m really tryna find a balance homeostasis
But lately been a nonbeliever like an Atheist (yeaah!)
My thought keep running
Thoughts keep running
But I won’t plummet
It’s a double edged sword Im so alone
Ain’t no one coming
I say I’m fine but I’m not okay
I’m not okay
Looking at the sky it’s dark and grey
Hoping and I’m praying that I find my way

Chorus:

Who knew that this road be so f**king lonely
And I gave you everything I had but you disowned me

(Repeat x1)

Verse 2:

From the outside looking in life’s great
They don’t see the sacrifice that I had to make
They don’t see the pain they don’t see the scars
They just see the fame wonder how I made it this far
I’m immensely involved in my passion
But these walls caving in and I’m crashing
All the people I used to be close to
No where to be found
How the h*ll did this happen?!
I’m simply exhausted
My body it aches get the tremble and shakes
Now my stomach is feeling so nauseous
I want to escape but I’m stuck in my ways
And the devil keeps knocking regardless
But I won’t let him in ima fight till the end
Because quitting is just not an option
It’s just not an option
No time to be stalling

Chorus:

Who knew that this road be so f**king lonely
And I gave you everything I had but you disowned me

Outro:

It’s so lonely
So f**king lonely
It’s so lonely
Yeah
So f**king lonely

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