Penny Out Of Nothing Lyrics by Lola Young
Pains under my skin
So, where do I begin?
There’s so much I wanna give
But life’s a game and I just can’t win
So, I’ll create a penny out of nothing, take a bullet out a gun
I’ll make a fool out of a man, I’ll make a—fall out of love
I’ll make an atheist forgive, get on his knees and pray to God
I’ll make him think I’m fine when I’m not
I’ll make him think I—
Don’t you dare walk away
I’m not done lying to your face
No, I’m not okay
But I’ll do anything, I’ll do anything
To make you feel like, to make you, to make you—
Create a penny out of nothing, take a bullet out a gun
I’ll make a fool out of a man, I’ll make a man fall out of love
I’ll make an atheist forgive, get on his knees and pray to God
I’ll make him think I’m fine when I’m not
Create a penny out of nothing, take a bullet out a gun
I’ll make a fool out of a man, I’ll make a man fall out of love
Make an atheist forgive, get on his knees and pray to God
I’ll make him think I’m fine when I’m not
Create a, create a, create a—
I don’t wanna, I don’t wanna cry
I don’t wanna, I don’t wanna cry
I don’t wanna, I don’t wanna cry
I don’t wanna, I don’t wanna cry
I don’t wanna, I don’t wanna cry
I don’t wanna, I don’t wanna, I don’t wanna
Create a penny out of nothing, take a bullet out a gun
I’ll make a fool out of a man, I’ll make a man fall out of love
I’ll make an atheist forgive, get on his knees and pray to God
I’ll make him think I’m fine when I’m not
Create a penny out of nothing, take a bullet out a gun
I’ll make a fool out of a man, I’ll make a man fall out of love
Make an atheist forgive, get on his knees and pray to God
I’ll make him think I’m fine when I’m not
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